1. |
Never Again
03:46
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Never Again,
Will I ever see you again
You made me show up late,
You made me look like shit.
Never Again,
Will I try this hard to impress your kind
and all of your friends…
I guess I don’t really care.
“I hate you,
I’m surely gonna kill you”
You thought I’d hear your voice and shiver,
But I see colors clearer.
“Hate you… And I’m gonna kill you”
Is what you said to me that day
In front of all your mess, why am I to blame?
It's better this way…
Can’t pretend to be listening
Your thoughts became obsolete
Too bad you don't believe me.
It's better this way…
I’ll smile and walk towards the exit
Don’t bother looking at me
Better forget everything
“I hate you,
I’m surely gonna kill you”
You thought I’d hear your voice and shiver,
But I see colors clearer.
“Hate you… And I’m gonna kill you”
Is what you said to me that day
In front of all your mess, why am I to blame?
I know you know I'm better off alone
you know I'm better off
I know you know I'm better off alone
you know I'm better off
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2. |
Why Can't I
02:56
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You said you wanna buy a house
In the middle of nowhere…
To build a garden in the yard,
To be a loner.
Am I inside your fantasy,
or will you run away from me?
The weight is heavy on my back,
Because I think that
I can’t live a life
Where I’m supposed to bend my dreams
So I can make you smile…
Then why can’t I?
I have never lived away
From the city…
To be alone inside again
Would nearly kill me.
I’ve never been one to read minds
But I doubt that I’m invited…
The weight is heavy on my back,
Because I think that
I can’t live a life
Where I’m supposed to bend my dreams
So I can make you smile…
Then why can’t I?
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3. |
Quiet Love
03:26
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I've been better,
How have you been?
Can you remember
the last two years?
Around the same time
my mind wasn't here.
I looked at the mirror,
to see nothing there.
In a blink I find myself without a home to call my own
In the middle of the night I close my eyes
and hope I'm not between our quiet love...
Love.
Hide my first cry
Cause I haven't seen the sun.
And I meant to cause no trouble,
And I meant to cause no harm.
In a blink I find myself without a home to call my own
In the middle of the night I close my eyes
and hope I'm not between our quiet love...
Love.
How I miss the times before
I was knocked right out the door...
How I miss the times before...
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4. |
No Escape
02:10
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You didn’t like it…
Hated the melody
Didn’t even try my jewelry,
You’re better than me.
“I am a bad friend”,
Made you a birthday cake.
I guess it’s cool if you forget,
I’m sure you didn’t care.
I can’t escape, you’re everywhere
It’s like you run in my veins
I’m poisoned and I feel drained...
I can’t escape, you’re everywhere
Incompetent to hearsay,
Yeah, you’re stuck in me.
You didn’t like them.
Always something to say,
But why don’t you let them be?
It’s in your DNA.
I can’t escape, you’re everywhere
It’s like you run in my veins
I’m poisoned and I feel drained...
I can’t escape, you’re everywhere
Incompetent to hearsay,
Yeah, you’re stuck in me.
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5. |
Joe's Fat Riff
02:31
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Waking up to another phone call,
I can’t take your shit.
Venomous and I’m losing control,
Call my therapist!
It’s been a while since I’ve been physically mad,
I know I’ve made mistakes
But I see in your eyes
You think you’re doing fine
But baby you’re the worst.
And even though I’m guilty
Of the raw pleasures in life…
At least i’m realistic,
And at least I fucking try
Now you think I’m a psycho and you
Judge me like I’m sick.
Sucks that I have to remind you
To respect me still
Just cause you know me well,
You think you break the spell?
You’re embarrassing.
At least I’m not a child,
Who can’t speak out my mind at least I’m complete
Even though I’m guilty
Of the raw pleasures in life…
At least i’m realistic,
And at least I fucking try
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6. |
Here For You
03:37
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Still don’t understand the day
you asked me why I was in bed
when I was on vacation.
Don’t know why it made you think
that you could talk to me that way,
but that’s just my perception
You said that I was on the way for you to have a normal day,
while I avoided questions…
I know how tough you tend to get when you have work-from-home,
and I am there,
no invitation…
It’s such a shame, I’ve been waiting for you
To drop this lame
Excuse you use…
I called at 1am to cry about not getting paid,
They fucked me over
And you were on the internet pretending you were listening, thinking I wouldn’t notice.
It’s such a shame, I’ve been waiting for you
To drop this lame
Excuse you use…
When will I learn to pick and choose?
The perfect man’s not here for you…
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7. |
Deja Vu
03:32
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Car rides to Malibu
Strawberry ice cream
One spoon for two
And trading jackets
Laughing 'bout how small it looks on you
Watching reruns of Glee
Being annoying
Singing in harmony
I bet she's bragging
To all her friends, saying you're so unique
So when you gonna tell her
That we did that, too?
She thinks it's special
But it's all reused
That was our place, I found it first
I made the jokes you tell to her when she's with you
Do you get déjà vu when she's with you?
Do you get déjà vu? (Ah)
Do you get déjà vu, huh?
Do you call her
Almost say my name?
'Cause let's be honest
We kinda do sound the same
Another actress
I hate to think that I was just your type
I'll bet that she knows Billy Joel
'Cause you played her "Uptown Girl"
You're singing it together
Now I bet you even tell her
How you love her
In between the chorus and the verse
So when you gonna tell her
That we did that, too?
She thinks it's special
But it's all reused
That was the show we talked about
Played you the song she's singing now when she's with you
Do you get déjà vu when she's with you?
Do you get déjà vu? Oh
Do you get déjà vu?
Strawberry ice cream in Malibu
Don't act like we didn't do that shit, too
You're trading jackets like we used to do
(Yeah, everything is all reused)
Play her piano, but she doesn't know
That I was the one who taught you Billy Joel
A different girl now, but there's nothing new
(I know you get déjà vu)
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8. |
See Thru Shirt
04:23
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Three years ago I didn't think I'd be here in this room
No one warned me I'd sit with myself for way longer than I wanted to
Didn't think that I'd spend senior year without all of the people I love
Been at war with my mind through it all cause I don't know what's good anymore
Guess I had to learn
But I wasn't prepared for the hurt
I've been so concerned
But I guess you could see through my shirt
You looked at my heart...
Can't remember the last time that I wasn't insecure about us
Almost felt like I'd been there before when I didnt need to think of it all
Now I've seen you at your worst and I can't say I'm excited for it
But I can't be the judge here
Since I'm not doing better myself
Guess I had to learn
But I wasn't prepared for the hurt
Didn't think it'd get worse
But I guess we got fucked by the burn
You looked at my heart
You looked at my heart
You looked at my heart
And it was dark
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9. |
You Broke Me First
02:58
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You wake me up at 2 o clock and I
Didn't know how to handle your voice
Yeah your voice...
Your voice makes me feel like I'm going home again
And I don't even know how to feel like I'm whole anymore,
Anymore...
Always afraid of falling for you
That's cause you broke me first
Always afraid of falling for you
That's cause you broke me first
I gave you my heart and you threw it away
You said that you didn't know what all that meant, now I'm gone...
Yet you call me at night to make sure I'm not falling apart...
But it feels like you're only concerned with protecting your heart
Your heart...
Always afraid of falling for you
That's cause you broke me first
Always afraid of falling for you
That's cause you broke me first
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Canella Albany, New York
Canella is an indie-rock band from Albany, NY+ Bogotá, Colombia. Immerse yourself in emotionally charged sounds allusive of 2000’s alt rock to ignite your female-fronted rock nostalgia. Canella is a two time winner of WCDB Radio’s 'Song of the Year' for their singles “Quiet Love” (2021) and "No Escape"(2022). ... more
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